Monday, November 20, 2006

THERES A HEART THAT BLEEDS THATS TRAPPED IN ME BUT HOW DO I BREAK THIS SHELL OF STONE

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY.. NEVER COME BACK ANOTHER DAY... UFF GAHAR I HATE RAIN OO THE SMELL OF RAIN HEENA.. YUCK YUCK MAJOR YUCK... YOU WANNA KNOW WATS MAJOR YUCK.?? MY HAIR...
BEING THE IDIOT I AM ( YES IM AN IDIOT) I CUT MY BANGS *3BYA ANA.. 3LA BALY IM GONNA LOOK LIKE HER... I WISH I COULD LOOK LIKE HER... SHES EVERYTHING PERFECT... AND PLZ PPL IM SICK OF U GUYS SAYING ANA A7LA MINHA ooo that SHES JUST AIRBRUSHED OOO FULL OF MAKEUP.. I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS IF SHE WAS UGLY I LUV THE WAY SHE LOOKS AND I WANNA LOOK LIKE HER... WONDERING WHO IM TALKING ABOUT ?!?!?! IM TALKING ABOUT JESSICA ALBA.. I CUT MY BANG EXACTLY LIKE HERS.. oo AT FIRST IM LIKE YA ITS NICE BAS THEN I STARTED DOUBTING MYSELF... I KNOW HAIR GROWS BAS LISA I CANT STAND LOOKING AT MYSELF ANYMORE.. OO I DONT GET WHY PEOPLE ARE LYING TO MY FACE OO TELLING ME ITS AMAZING.. YA NAS ANA MOO 3MYA (ok nag9a -5.75 in the right eye oo -5.25 in the left) bas LISA IM NOT QUALIFIED AS 3AMYA.. I CAN SEE HOW I LOOK AND I DONT LIKE IT ONE BIT ...
OK ENOUGH ABOUT MY HAIR...

I'M SOO IN THE MOOD TO WATCH ALL MY FAV MOVIES OO THEY INCLUDE
* SAVE THE LAST DANCE
* SHES ALL THAT
* BREAKFAST AT TIFFANYS
* SWEET NOVEMBER
* MY GIRL
* HOCUS POCUS
* DIRTY DANCING HAVANA NIGHTS
* LITTLE PRINCESS
* HEAD OVER HEELS
* IF ONLY
* OOO STEP UP
ABI MOVIE NIGHT... ITS BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I JUST SAT AT HOME ORDERED FOOD AND JUNK OO SAT THE WHOLE NIGHT WATCHING MOVIES AND SLEEPING ON THE COUCH... I MISS THOSE DAYS...
I MISS FUFY KMAN...I MISS THOSE DAYS.. AYAN NAF NAF OO ROOMY.. AYAM EVERY WEEKEND ANA 3NDAHA AW HEYA 3NDY .. I MISS SITTING IN HER CLOSET.. THE CLOSET WHERE WE CRIED LAUGHED PRANK CALLED ATE AND BASICALLY SPENT MOST OF OUR TIME IN.. I MISS HER .. I MISS HER WINDOW OO HER CUTE NEIGHBORS .. I MISS PLAYING ROMEO AND JULIET WITH ROOMY AND NAF NAF AS OUR ROMEOS AND ME AND FUFY THE JULIETS... I MISS THAT WINDOW.. I MISS THE WAY SHE'D COME 3NDY OPEN MY FRIDGE 6L3 THE SUPPLY OF STRING CHEESE I KEPT IN THERE FOR HER AND EAT IT.. I MISS THE WAY SHE WAS SOO COMFORTABLE 3NDY.. I MISS OUR ENDLESS PHONECALLS AND HER LETTERS.. I MISS HER...
I GUESS I SHOULDNT FEEL BAD CUZ ITS NOT MY FAULT.. BAS I DO FEEL LIKE KNT MG9RA AND IT WAS PARTLY MY DOING BAS I LUV HER AND WILL ALWAYS LUV HER.. SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND.. SOME DAYS I FEEL LIKE WTF ITS HER LOSS.. BAS OTHER DAYS I FEEL EXACTLY LIKE I FEEL NOW.. I FEEL LIKE A TRUE FRIENDSHIP WAS LOST 3LA SHAY TAFIH.. SHAY ABDAN MA YSWA... FUFY IF U EVER READ THIS.. I MISS YOU YA KALBA...
P.s SONG OF THE MOMENT- LOSING MY WAY- JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE
P.S.S MAHA I LUFF YAW.. UR ALL I COULD ASK FOR IN A BST FRND AND MORE .. BAS LA TNSAYN MY SOUR GUM ILLY MIN SPAIN BKRA KISS KISS

15 comments:

Leo. said...

you should've called it brain fart in fashion land!

your hair, well i wont be like all the other GOOD friends you have, its BLAAAA5!! bas still like the color of ur head.

Rain, it should make you feel sad and happy both in the same time, its kinda confusing even to myself when i say it, bas hey.. is what i feel ya knw!

n all those ppl u miss and love, i dont think they remmber you!! sry! :S
i'm jus feeling the rain in me;)

la min jid u rock! ;)

FA$HIONISTA said...

leo ya leo
frst of all my hair ROCCKS u suck :P u even said u liked it wen u saw it fa shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wala klma mabi asm3 nethng minik YALAH

Rain sux in riyo end of discussion!!!

AND the people who i miss do rmmbr me cuz they just RECENTLY called me telling me they miss me too fa shhhhhhhh kman

i know i rock ... its kind of a given u know :P

Taqo said...

Awww..I love my girl.
It was so sad. I think I cried.

O eskity, ur bangs look fabulous !
They really suit you. Seriously.

I miss a bunch of my childhood friends...
I'll probably never see most of them again :(
You guys should make up while you still have the chance ;)

Lamya said...

I dont like your hair. I dont like your nose or your shoulders or your skin.See d truth is i luuuf all of you,especially your kind and generous nature..So there:-).D other thing..missing ur pals.. Come on gurl,get together with them this weekend and have a party..?

Rawr said...

:P about the hair mara .... IMARATEEY!! :P
am sure u look fine!! dnt worry bout it...
i wish i had jessica alabas body !!! -_-
hey, you wana come over next weeked? nsawee movie night wala yhmk ;) , ive been wanting to do it kaman, do nothing but sit my ass down on a couch and watch other ppl live, sounds like a plan!!
we have a 20-inch flat screen tv, when u watch, mara RAHEEEB!!
so? what say you? wanna come over? bas m3lesh we r not going to watch breakfast at tiffanys!! mo 7elo , i read the book, sa5eef ... min jidi tara

Oo rain is great!!! i love the smell!!!!!!! i hate walking across the parking when am going to school, when its when its raining or was raining, yesterday a car sped past me ... and well, mud all over the place, my 3abaya dreanched, well u get the picture ... what an ass ...

FA$HIONISTA said...

looooool 7mdillah i dont look emaratyah haha.. they like use a roller to make their bang 3ala balhoum NICe.. YUCK lool ppl say i look like a rocker.. aish illy rocker ya mama i wanna look CHIC... or seductive either one is fine... good thng its covering half my eyes which means i can put it to the side in a week or 2 .... about the movie thng.. laih inty ma tjeen... ive got a fire place and a big screen oh oh and we can make smorrrrrres yummy .. shahayteeni :'( loooool yalah gdam .. bas come on we have to watch Breakfast at tiffanys its such a CLASSIC hollywood film min jid its a masterpiece.. especially wen holly is sitting on her window cill siging moon river yaaaaaaaaay CLASSIC hollywood i tell ya ....
oo rain here smells NASTY ya RAWR yuck mra ewwwwwww oo that guy illy sped past u oo 6ashar mud 3alayk MAJOR ass.. bas wat can u say most of the guys in ur school are major asses :P amza7 mdri :P

yalah seriously after i finish exams we have to do movie night... mra t7mst tra

Rawr said...

id come over bas il moshkila il ahel -_____-!!!!

tb'3y a real classic? CASABLANCA
the greatest love story of aLL time... well at least thats what ive heard havnt seen it yet :P, when do u finish exams ???

FA$HIONISTA said...

umm eee CASALBANCA MRA WOOOOOOOOOOOW.. i finish il rboo3 hatha illy jaay :D

Shilling said...

bella puhlease ur bang look hot on u ok, stop getting worked up i love them.

ya 7bilik you like little princess too finaly i've found someone 8diy that likes that movie everyone thinks its stupid. My fav bit is when she opens the door and its snowing and the take my heart song is on and shes spinning in the snow, shay.

FA$HIONISTA said...

lol ace... >.< ya 7beelik thnx im glad u like them.. bas m3rf moo 3ajbeeny :S

EEEEEEEEE or when her and becky wish for food ALL KINDS OF IT.. oo when they wake up that indian guy gave them a indian themed feast AHH 5yaaaaaaaaaali.. i wanna watch it now.. wanna come over i've got it on DVD :D

Rawr said...

BNT! i was watching il american music awards and suddenly EVERYONE has zay sha3ir jessica alaba Oo sh3rik!! :s when did this happen??
paris hilton had her hair done that way kaman!! meen kaman? walla mdri, cnt remeber ... BS KTHEER!
Oo ana bza3mi shay imaraty 6ala3t ma 3ndi salfa :P

FA$HIONISTA said...

loooooool .... la2 il emaraty way is like a bang thats rollered-up.. y3ni lol not flat ironed to stick to their forehead 3rfty (in a non mzayt way kinda stick 6b3an)... lool i just thought it was time for change oo i saw jessica alba sh3raha kitha.. glt y not...
i didnt know everyone was doing it...
u know wat'd be cool itha mra like a month from now i go to mmlkat il mar2a oo every one has the same bang as mine... i'd thnk i was a trendsetter aw shay :P... kbart rasy lol amza7 :P

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