THINGS THAT HURT

1. Trying to hide what you really feel

2. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from ur eyes

3. Loving a person too much

4. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up

5. Hiding your relationship from someone else

6. Controlling your fellings to avoid hurting a friend

7. Falling in love with someone you didnt mean to fall inluv with

8. Pretending your Ok when inside your DYING

9. Being with some you cant actually love (BEEN THERE DONE THAT)

10. Realizing you were only a pill he took for his broken heart..not to satisfy a healthy heart longing for you...in other words being used

11. Being denied infront of people ( OUCH :( )

12. Letting go cuz everytime you see the person you fall deeper

13. Letting go of a person that u've learned and decided to luv


P.s SONG OF THE MOMENTO- Baby Bash Ft. Frankie J.- Obsession
P.s.s Being sick SUCKS

IF U HAD MY LUV AND I GAVE U ALL MY TRUST WOULD U COMFORT ME.. AND IF SOMEHOW U KNEW THAT UR LUV WOULD BE UNTRUE WOULD U LIE TO ME AND CALL ME BABY ?

MA7AD YSTAHIL

My luv- except shoosh , and my knight in shinig armor wherever HE IS

My free time- except phaty and duma and marapisoo

My tears- except for NO ONE

No one deserves

To wait in the line of an amusment park for 2 hours to ride a ride that only lasts 3 MINUTES..

To be blamed for smthng they didnt do.

To be called ugly

To fall in luv with a COMPLETE AND UTTER ASS

To Die without the person they luv

To go to school without having breakfast :(

To be cheated on

To be taunted

To get a pimple the day before smthng major will happen

To suffer

To starve- unless they want to y3ni :P

To get shaad 3*9aly

To not see perfectly (( mskeena ana- allah y5leeli my contacts bas ))

To be called ugly by their mother

To bite the inside of their mouth (( that feeling SUCKS ))

To get food poisoning

To break anail then be forced to cut the rest of them

NO
ONE
DESERVES

NO
ONE

I

THINK

P.s SONG OF THE MOMENTO- Easy silence- Dixie chicks

P.S.S "When life gives u money buy shoes :D -" A QUOTE BY URS TRULY

UR MY ONCE IN A LIFETIME

Just keep luvin' me the way i luv u luvin' me. Theres gotta be a heaven somewhere can u save me from this hell , It takes you to another place,imagine everything you can.All the colors start to blend,Your system overloads again, You cam into my life sent from above When i lost hope u showed me luv,It would help me to know, do I stand in your wayOr am I the best thing you've had?never asked for this feeling I never thought I would fall I never knew how I felt Till the day you were gone I was lost I never asked for red roses I wasn't looking for love Somehow I let my emotions take hold And guess what all at onceI'm in love,So difficult to keep pretendingIt's getting harder everydayIt's plain to see I'm cold and heartsickSince you turned and walked away, I'll tell u a secret ive held all my life its u that i live for and for u i die. Ur as demented as the motives in ur head. Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admitSometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I missYou know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this,As I rest against this cold, hard wallWill you pass me by?Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been wonOnly to find the war has just begun.Can you imagine if you spent your whole lifeWith a heart beating out of timeThen one day your wild heart found its rhythmDont you think youd lose your mind, Heaven isnt the place u go when u die.. its that moment in life wen u feel most alive .Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting But being without you I can't imagine It's just to close to the heart and And I won't stand it if were broken apart

P.s RAWR gladtk >.<>
p.s.s SONG OF THE MOMENT- beautiful awakening- Stacie orrico

THERES A HEART THAT BLEEDS THATS TRAPPED IN ME BUT HOW DO I BREAK THIS SHELL OF STONE

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY.. NEVER COME BACK ANOTHER DAY... UFF GAHAR I HATE RAIN OO THE SMELL OF RAIN HEENA.. YUCK YUCK MAJOR YUCK... YOU WANNA KNOW WATS MAJOR YUCK.?? MY HAIR...
BEING THE IDIOT I AM ( YES IM AN IDIOT) I CUT MY BANGS *3BYA ANA.. 3LA BALY IM GONNA LOOK LIKE HER... I WISH I COULD LOOK LIKE HER... SHES EVERYTHING PERFECT... AND PLZ PPL IM SICK OF U GUYS SAYING ANA A7LA MINHA ooo that SHES JUST AIRBRUSHED OOO FULL OF MAKEUP.. I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS IF SHE WAS UGLY I LUV THE WAY SHE LOOKS AND I WANNA LOOK LIKE HER... WONDERING WHO IM TALKING ABOUT ?!?!?! IM TALKING ABOUT JESSICA ALBA.. I CUT MY BANG EXACTLY LIKE HERS.. oo AT FIRST IM LIKE YA ITS NICE BAS THEN I STARTED DOUBTING MYSELF... I KNOW HAIR GROWS BAS LISA I CANT STAND LOOKING AT MYSELF ANYMORE.. OO I DONT GET WHY PEOPLE ARE LYING TO MY FACE OO TELLING ME ITS AMAZING.. YA NAS ANA MOO 3MYA (ok nag9a -5.75 in the right eye oo -5.25 in the left) bas LISA IM NOT QUALIFIED AS 3AMYA.. I CAN SEE HOW I LOOK AND I DONT LIKE IT ONE BIT ...
OK ENOUGH ABOUT MY HAIR...

I'M SOO IN THE MOOD TO WATCH ALL MY FAV MOVIES OO THEY INCLUDE
* SAVE THE LAST DANCE
* SHES ALL THAT
* BREAKFAST AT TIFFANYS
* SWEET NOVEMBER
* MY GIRL
* HOCUS POCUS
* DIRTY DANCING HAVANA NIGHTS
* LITTLE PRINCESS
* HEAD OVER HEELS
* IF ONLY
* OOO STEP UP

ABI MOVIE NIGHT... ITS BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I JUST SAT AT HOME ORDERED FOOD AND JUNK OO SAT THE WHOLE NIGHT WATCHING MOVIES AND SLEEPING ON THE COUCH... I MISS THOSE DAYS...

I MISS FUFY KMAN...I MISS THOSE DAYS.. AYAN NAF NAF OO ROOMY.. AYAM EVERY WEEKEND ANA 3NDAHA AW HEYA 3NDY .. I MISS SITTING IN HER CLOSET.. THE CLOSET WHERE WE CRIED LAUGHED PRANK CALLED ATE AND BASICALLY SPENT MOST OF OUR TIME IN.. I MISS HER .. I MISS HER WINDOW OO HER CUTE NEIGHBORS .. I MISS PLAYING ROMEO AND JULIET WITH ROOMY AND NAF NAF AS OUR ROMEOS AND ME AND FUFY THE JULIETS... I MISS THAT WINDOW.. I MISS THE WAY SHE'D COME 3NDY OPEN MY FRIDGE 6L3 THE SUPPLY OF STRING CHEESE I KEPT IN THERE FOR HER AND EAT IT.. I MISS THE WAY SHE WAS SOO COMFORTABLE 3NDY.. I MISS OUR ENDLESS PHONECALLS AND HER LETTERS.. I MISS HER...

I GUESS I SHOULDNT FEEL BAD CUZ ITS NOT MY FAULT.. BAS I DO FEEL LIKE KNT MG9RA AND IT WAS PARTLY MY DOING BAS I LUV HER AND WILL ALWAYS LUV HER.. SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND.. SOME DAYS I FEEL LIKE WTF ITS HER LOSS.. BAS OTHER DAYS I FEEL EXACTLY LIKE I FEEL NOW.. I FEEL LIKE A TRUE FRIENDSHIP WAS LOST 3LA SHAY TAFIH.. SHAY ABDAN MA YSWA... FUFY IF U EVER READ THIS.. I MISS YOU YA KALBA...

P.s SONG OF THE MOMENT- LOSING MY WAY- JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

P.S.S MAHA I LUFF YAW.. UR ALL I COULD ASK FOR IN A BST FRND AND MORE .. BAS LA TNSAYN MY SOUR GUM ILLY MIN SPAIN BKRA KISS KISS

IF I COULD BE LIKE THAT ...

TAGGED BY FOOSHYA SPUNK

1.- If I were a fruit I'd be... Passionberries

2.- If I were a colour I'd be... Electric pink

3.- If I were an animal I'd be...Mini schnawzer

4.- If I were a domestic appliance I'd be... a Steak knife

5.- If I were a book I'd be... Cosmo koma Sutra

6.- If I were a clothing item I'd be... Shoes

7.- If I were a jewel / stone I'd be... An Emerald

8.- If I were an object I'd be... The Statue of Liberty

9.- If I were a car I'd be... A Maybach

10.- If I were an element I'd be... Mercury :P

11.- If I were a tree I'd be... A money tree ;)

12.- If I were a drink I'd be... A Brazilian Breeze

13.- If I were an ice cream flavor I'd be... Mint chocolate chip

14.- If I were a person I'd be... Jessica Alba

15.- If I were a planet I'd be... Pluto

16.- If I were an insect I'd be... an inch worm

17.- If I were a form of public transport I'd be... A golf cart ( thats public enough 9a7 ? )

18.- If I were a song I'd be... The book of l uv - Peter Gabriel

19.- If I were a movie I'd be...Sweet Novemebr

20.- If I were a season I'd be... Winter

21.- If I were a flower I'd be... A Black rose

22.- If I were a job I'd be... Fashion Designer!

23.- If I were a cartoon I'd be... Asmerelda

24.- If I were a place I'd be... St. Tropez

25.- If I were a gift I'd be... Love

26.- If I were a memory I'd be...The past

27.- If I were a city I'd be...NYC

28.- If I were a sense I'd be...Sight

29.- If I were a game I'd be... Poker ( STRIP PERHAPS ? :P)

30.- If I were a candy I'd be... Pixi Stix

31.- If I were a time of the day I'd be...Memorable

32.- If I were an invention I'd be... The heeL :P

33.- If I were a body-part I'd be... Feet

34.- If I were a country I'd be... BRAZIL

35.- If I were a flavor I'd be... BitterSweet

36.- If I were a sport I'd be... Dancing

37.- If I were a smell I'd be... Japanese Cherry blossom

38.- If I were a subject I'd be... The history of colors ( Tra that really is a subjet,, Part of Fashion design )

39.- If I were a flag I'd be... Argentina's ( m3 inoo i luv brazil Argentinas is SOO MUCH HOTTER )

40.- If I were a building I'd be.... The hottest buildingout there

41.- If I were a month I'd be... December

42.- If I were a perfume I'd be... Trish McEvoy No. 9

43.- If I were a gummy candy I'd be... Gummi bears

44.- No question .. Huh :S

.45.- If I were a toy I'd be... A YoOYo

46.- If I were a textile / fabric I'd be... Egyptian Cotton

47.- If I were a shape I'd be... A Heart

48.- If I were an answer I'd be... Destiny

49.- If I were a store I'd be... A one of a kind selling BOUTIQUE

50.- If I were a word I'd be... Prego

I TAG LAMYOOSH, ACE, SEXILICIOUS BAGARA, HNEW, FIFI, AND HAYHATTA

P.S song of the moment Imagine- Shola Ama

KAREOKE NIGHT 2005

THese are a list of songs oo who or what they remind me of....

* Peaches & Creme- 112 ( Banat camp summer of 05)

* Insatiable- Darren hayes ( LooooLz)

* Over my head- The fray ( WeWa A.k.a Heroin )

* Wat would u do - City high ( Marapisoo)

* You remind me- nickleback ( Shoosh la booosh only cuz we were just lstiing to it in the car:P)

* This is what dreams are made of - Hillary duff ( Doomylata chocolata )

* Unbelievable - Kaci Brown ( Insanity)

* Diamonds are a girls bst frnd - Moulin rouge OST ( Tabu )

* Candy shop - 50 cent ( Louminous Jarboo3a )

* Walking away- Craig david ( Marapisoo)

* Shape of my heart - Backstreet boys ( Maryoom)

* Baby - Ashanti ( SARZ)

* Just a lil bit- 50 cent ( Mama :P)

* Coco jumbo- ace of bace ( NoooRty)

* Chemicals react- Ali & Aj ( Yur yur)

* I write sins not tragedies- Panic at the disco ( Tic tac)

* Karma - Alice keys ( Nado0o)

* If u believe - Mariah carey & Whitney Houston ( Phaty)

* Move along - All american rejects ( Duma )

* Everything burns - Ben moody ft. anastacia ( Shoosh la booosh)

* Elsewhere- Bethany joy lenz ( Bubble gum reema)

* Il m7ba- Rashid il majed ( Nayef)

* Bebot- Black eyed peas ( Vanessa)

* Turn the page- Bobby valentino ( V.O.G.U.E)

* I was born to make u happy - Britney spears ( Naf Naf )

* Dont let me get me - Pink ( Fufy)

* Linger- The cranberries ( Portland summer of 06 with yur yur & Manooo & Shoosh )

* Luv me tender - Elvis presley ( Nanoos)

* Superman- five for fighting ( Wewa)

* Crowded - Jeannie Ortega ( Our endless drives to Millenia )

* La isla bonita- Madonna ( Lbnany restaurant this summer )

* Kiss by a rose - Seal ( Samooly)

* Give it up to me - Sean paul & Keisha Cole ( Haju )

* Kitha min raby - Rabi7 9agir ( LuLu)

* My all - Mariah Carey ( Ibby)

* Dillema - Nelly ft kelly roland - (Noufa)

* Ultimatum - Shaggy ( Buthi )

* Chasing cars - Snow patrol ( Chili's grand opening )

* Theres gotta be more to life - Stacie Orrico ( Hawwwwwwi)

* Spanish guitar - Toni braxton ( Shoosh )

* Hold me thrill me kiss me- Jhonny Mathis ( b3dhm kilhoum)

* I need a girl - P didy ( Boulicious )

* Careless whispers - George Micheal ( Mama)

* Hurt- Christina Aguelira ( Bissa)

* S.E.X - Life jennings ( Hoooooosay)

* Gallery - Mario Vasquez ( NARS )

* Cater 2 u - Destinys child (Gustavo mama's argentinian hair dresser whos boyfrnd is q8y :P )

* All about us - T.A.T.U ( Nadoosha )

* Confessions of a broken heart - Lindsay lohan ( My LIFELESS 10th grade year)

OK I CAN GO ON FOREVER lol so i guess i'll shut up

P.s song of the moment Walk away - Paula de anda

P.s.s SHUT UP SARA UR A 3FREETA & NO IM NOT A NA9ABA OH OH OH AND UR THE UGLIEST 10 YEAR OLD IVE EVER SEEN :P

FAV. SEX & THE CITY QUOTES

IM BACK IM BACK IM BAAAAAAAAACK :D
i know u all missed me o0o believe it or not i missed u guys more >.<

ANYWAYS NOW TO THE POINT OF MY POST

THESE ARE SOME OF MY FAV SEX & THE CITY QUOTES :D

ENJOYYY

* Vagina weights? Honey, my vagina waits for no man. -- Samantha

* Charlotte: Do you think I'm a whore?
Samantha: Oh, please! If you're a whore, what does that make me?

*Men who are too good looking are never good in bed because they never had to be. -- Carrie

* I will wear whatever and blow whomever I want as long as I can breathe and kneel. -- Samantha

*Adam: Come on, give me a little BJ, up and down a couple times, you're done, it's easy!Samantha: Easy? You men have no idea what we're dealing with down there. Teeth placement, and jaw stress, and suction, and gag reflex, and all the while bobbing up and down, moaning and trying to breathe through our noses. Easy? Honey, they don't call it a job for nothin'! --LOOOOOOOOOOOL la t3leeeee8

*Miranda: He only has one ball and I have a lazy ovary. In what world does that create a baby? ... It's like the special olympics of conception!

*Mr. Big: You girls are the loves of her life, a guy is lucky to come in fourth. (Big talkingsamantha, charollete and miranda carries 3 best friends)

*Samantha: Ladies! Seamen, twelve o'clock!Miranda: I pray when I turn around there are sailors, because with her, you never know. (lool get it SEMEN,,,, SEA MEN :S)

*Big: It took me a really long time to get here, but I'm here. Carrie, you're the one. (AWW AWW AWW AWWWWWWWWWWW)

*Carrie: I'm homeless! I'll be a bag lady! A Fendi bag lady, but a bag lady!!

*Carrie: I like my money right where I can see it: hanging in my closet. (TRUE THAT !!!)

*Carrie: Have you?

Mr. Big: Have I what?

Carrie: Ever been in love.

Mr Big: Absofuckinglutely.

( DONT U GUYS JUST MELT WEN HE SAYS THAT AND LICKS HIS LIPS AFTERWARDS YUMMY)

*(Harry has moved in with Charlotte and tends to leave used, wet teabags sitting around)Charlotte: There's just one thing and it's small, but it really grosses me out. We have a teabag situation.

Samantha: Oh, I understand. Just breathe through your nose.

(LOOL THATS SMANTHA FOR YA :P)

P.s song of the moment: Pleasure and pain- goon squad (atw8a3 thats there name.. ma ishtahroo yet bas my frnd got a demo cd of there songs ooo shala7too minha :D)

B.O.R.E.D FIND OUT WHAT THAT MEANS TO ME

ive got exams in a couple of weeks

Ive got tons of projects to be handed in no later than NOV 8

Oh ya ooo 6fsht min blogging.. so im taking a temporary time offf.....

AND NO U ANONYMOUS KAKA HEADS.. THIS DOESNT MEAN I LEFT FOR GOOD.. I'LL BE BACK

BIGGER

BETTER

AND MORE FUCKING FABULOUS THEN EVER

ciao7bayib 2lby

p.s song(s) of the moment: Save me from myself- Chrisitna aguelira

My luv- Justin Timberlake ft. T.I

I dont need a man- Pussy cat dolls (gdeema bas still 7ilwa:P)